Awakened Heart - after death comes resurrection!

"A Disciple is not above his teacher, but everyone when he is fully trained will be like his teacher.”
Ever wondered what that phrase “Fully trained” meant?

I had two theological degrees and a thriving ministry, I thought I knew.  In 2015 my world imploded and these words of Jesus were going to take on a whole new meaning.
In the original language "fully trained" or κατηρτισμενος (from καταρτιζω) meant to adjust, adapt, knit together, restore, or put in joint.
The word was used by Greek medical writers to signify the repairing of a dislocated finger or joint. It meant to mend something and was applied to the broken nets that James and John were mending (Matthew 4:21; Mark 1:19).
“Everyone when he is fully mended/repaired will be like his teacher.”
There’s a journey that we go on when we follow Jesus, it’s a healing journey, a healing of the heart, where what was broken and damaged gets repaired.  Jesus wants us to be like him...whole, nothing hidden, no division between public and private.
1985 I walked to the front of a church and offered my life to God.  In 2010.  25 years later I realised there was a huge interior repair job needed and that I'd neglected to tend to the heart - the wellspring of life.     
My hope is that in a small way, if I can help anyone avoid the mistakes I made, if I can encourage people to pursue the way of the heart...to be repaired, restored and awakened to the Father's love I will be happy.
Not all who wander are lost so keep going on this journey, keep following the rabbi, learn from him, be covered in his dust and you'll discover your heart being mended, your true identity being restored and a way of serving that lifts the intolerable burden of religious guilt and shame off the shoulders of fellow ragamuffins like me and you. 

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